postcoke
after a crazy nite, I arrived home, tried to write for an hour, fell asleep at 6.30am to the rising daytona beach sun. it was cold, I was awoke many times throughout the day by phone calls, some my mom, some I didn't reach in time.wandering with clin (?) woman after woman samplestyped in the midst of my sleep,
didn't check it,
this was the first line:
wandering with clinwonab after wonab sanples
red sparkly drinks straws
it's a turn on, like drugs
cameron questions
an invitation without many follow throughas he does I drop my drink in a trash can
real life: mom calls
josh and gk have gone on comedy tour together
I am slightly jealous, aware of incongruity.
touring around joshes house with him
then in the back of a department store with megan
who used to work there
I think she's a big josh fan now tootouring josh's artsy apartment
I ingest an enormous amount of snorted ecstacy
I'm with a biker type easy woman
blonde older
she cums easily
shows me by sprinkling mejosh fins us a place to leave the party
to screw around
it is the same verge of bliss feeling I had from CK
into a basement room where other people are so fooling
I'm paranoid that josh will tape us and use it against me
besides she's hedging
it's all falling apart
have I taken too much ex?swarthmore, somehow
with some white racists, exploring their colours
yoni doesn't want to listen
so there's an ethiopian concert
gk is drumming the orff instrunments real fast
I notice, he ceases and grinsI observe huddled ethiopes off to the side
part of the performance, unseen.everything is rocky, we are in craggy limestone.
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